I'm currently trying to rest my head after a day of fucked up work. Every fucking day i got fucking work, no rest. Just work to keep my fucking mind occupied during this fucking holiday while waiting for the fucked up results. Yea bitch, i swear! So what? I dont fucking care if you're hurt listening to me swear or i know what the fuck is sarcasm you fucking shit.
AS you may fucking KNOW, the world is already a fucked up place to be in.
WAr, Natural-fucking-disasters, and all kinds of fucking bullshits that has been published, written or even said for the last fucking few years but no one decides to put their fucking grown ass down on the chair to listen.
All you fucking assholes are blinded. Blinded because even though the world is fucking melting, none of you fucking cares do you?? Busy with your fucking job, your fucking hobby, your fucking interest... Every fucking thing. You guys are too pre-fucking-occupied with your daily that you treasure soooo fucking much that if God decides to take that gift from you, you dunno a fucking thing to do. Fucking assholes. Why i curse soo much you might ask? Well, glad you fucking asked. But even if you don't, i'm gonna tell you anyway.
Coz i'm fucking angry thats why. Not because of my work, or results for my N levels. Coz you fuckers out there are not thinking thats why fucking assholes! yea!! Assholes. Look around you, the news, the papers, the fucking forums or whatever fucking shit there is!! The world is dying! Repent your fucking sins!!! dont think you'll live long in this temporary place. For my fucking friends who named themselves muslims, PRAY!!! REPENT!! BEG FOR FORGIVENESS ASSHOLES!!!!! I'm in no fucking position to say all this but at least listen when people talk to you. Not because i have alot of fucking spare time to waste so i intend on wasting it on you, its because i want all of you to realise. Damn... So fucking hard to get it straight to your mind. You can spare your fucking sweet time to visit FACE-fucking-BOOK, the fucking FuckTube, game webs, download webs... Well, spare some of your fucking time to see what the fuck is going on in this world la fucknuts!!!!!
For fucking example,
http://www.chris-floyd.com/war/
Thats a fucking start.
I know by now, you'd be fucking mad at me and wish you could beat me up or spit on my grave or kill me or sth, by all means, DO IT. I don't fucking care.
(I know what i can't be when i grow up, a PREACHER)
Monday, November 2, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
lu bunia kornek bursak machiam kingkong
i got this text from a friend. Dunno what he meant by that but it'll come to me someday.
I'm feeling so hot right now, i dunno why. Maybe its because i was looking at naked women pictures and i got turned on and i blushed badly i guess..
I always do that whenever i feel shy, even when i'm making out with my girl i'll blush badly.
Crazy stuff.
i'm still waiting for the call from chris. He said he'd call me on monday but i've never heard from him since that friday when i went for the interview. You see, i went to apply for a job at Bossini and went to the interview last friday. i did quite well and answered most of his questions correctly and calmly. But he asked me a question which i did not really how to answer, "How do you define philosophy?". I was more nervous than shocked when he asked that. i didnt know what to say. so all i said was "uhh... nope." in a kiddish way. Sheesh...
If all else fails and i still don't get the call from him, i think i'll go look for another job. i mean, there are lots and lots of jobs out there where i can choose from but its a matter of whether i wanna go for it or not. Maybe i'll go look with my friend this wed and hopefully get one. Again, i wanna go for a full time job.
Talking about jobs and money and life, kinda made me forget about my religion. i still don't know how to recite the Quran, dunno how to pray well, out of a hundred percent, i only understand a speck of dust from it. There's still soo much to learn but i'm not making the effort at all.
I come to understand that working and finding money for the family is also a reward but i feel empty without then knowledge of my own religion. i should start going to madrasah or go to other people's house and learn how to recite the Quran. Whenever i think of going back to malaysia nad visit my bio father's mom, i feel so ashamed coz from 5 years old and up until now, i still do not possess the knowledge.
I think i'm getting hotter and i don't think its because i'm horny. I think i might fall sick or something, better drink lots and lots of water tonight. Bear in mind; you're empty if you do not try.
I'm feeling so hot right now, i dunno why. Maybe its because i was looking at naked women pictures and i got turned on and i blushed badly i guess..
I always do that whenever i feel shy, even when i'm making out with my girl i'll blush badly.
Crazy stuff.
i'm still waiting for the call from chris. He said he'd call me on monday but i've never heard from him since that friday when i went for the interview. You see, i went to apply for a job at Bossini and went to the interview last friday. i did quite well and answered most of his questions correctly and calmly. But he asked me a question which i did not really how to answer, "How do you define philosophy?". I was more nervous than shocked when he asked that. i didnt know what to say. so all i said was "uhh... nope." in a kiddish way. Sheesh...
If all else fails and i still don't get the call from him, i think i'll go look for another job. i mean, there are lots and lots of jobs out there where i can choose from but its a matter of whether i wanna go for it or not. Maybe i'll go look with my friend this wed and hopefully get one. Again, i wanna go for a full time job.
Talking about jobs and money and life, kinda made me forget about my religion. i still don't know how to recite the Quran, dunno how to pray well, out of a hundred percent, i only understand a speck of dust from it. There's still soo much to learn but i'm not making the effort at all.
I come to understand that working and finding money for the family is also a reward but i feel empty without then knowledge of my own religion. i should start going to madrasah or go to other people's house and learn how to recite the Quran. Whenever i think of going back to malaysia nad visit my bio father's mom, i feel so ashamed coz from 5 years old and up until now, i still do not possess the knowledge.
I think i'm getting hotter and i don't think its because i'm horny. I think i might fall sick or something, better drink lots and lots of water tonight. Bear in mind; you're empty if you do not try.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Nothing
Yes! After a few months of waiting, i was able to use the laptop! Yeah!
Here's the thing, the problem? Has got nothing to do with me at all! So in other words, i didn't crash the laptop! Phew, whatta relief.
I would like to send my thanks to two people who went the extra mile to help me fix this darn thing to the best they can. They are, Mr Street Directory and ms 'Rihana'. Both of them spent the whole darn day catering to my mom's nagging and bad assumptions. One face-to-face, the other on the phone. So, thank you. (Minute of silence...)
Its much easier that i have a laptop which i can freely use to check out my mails or research on dumb stuff on the net! I mean, i don't really care much about buying other 'gadgets stuff to make me look cool' unless its to update the system so that i can use the laptop with ease. I mean, whats the use of the gadget stuff when in the end, when you grow old and don't really wanna use it anymore, you'll just have to throw that away?? Ok, so you do have another way, you wanna sell it? Sell it to who?? With the convenience of technology and the fast pacing world, do you think, for a second, that your gadget stuff is gonna beat the ever-so-changing market? They'd probably laugh at you and tell you to sell it at a second-hand shop which only takes it in for only a few bucks. If you're able to get at least 30 bucks, you're just darn lucky. DARN lucky.
I've got only one advice to those people out there who thinks that money grows on trees and don't know the real value of money, i mean, life. Think.
So what if your friends have things that you don't? So what if there are new stuff coming out of the market these days? So what if the world is challenging you to become like them?? You have a fucking choice not to get involved and walk away.. Seriously.
I mean, with that money that you earned or get or steal or begged and you decided that it should be spent on 'gadgets', you actually can help a needy or give to charity. Ok, don't give your stolen cash to the needy la but you get the point.
If you wanna buy gadgets, at least buy those that will benefit you. Like, fucking, seriously.
Here's the thing, the problem? Has got nothing to do with me at all! So in other words, i didn't crash the laptop! Phew, whatta relief.
I would like to send my thanks to two people who went the extra mile to help me fix this darn thing to the best they can. They are, Mr Street Directory and ms 'Rihana'. Both of them spent the whole darn day catering to my mom's nagging and bad assumptions. One face-to-face, the other on the phone. So, thank you. (Minute of silence...)
Its much easier that i have a laptop which i can freely use to check out my mails or research on dumb stuff on the net! I mean, i don't really care much about buying other 'gadgets stuff to make me look cool' unless its to update the system so that i can use the laptop with ease. I mean, whats the use of the gadget stuff when in the end, when you grow old and don't really wanna use it anymore, you'll just have to throw that away?? Ok, so you do have another way, you wanna sell it? Sell it to who?? With the convenience of technology and the fast pacing world, do you think, for a second, that your gadget stuff is gonna beat the ever-so-changing market? They'd probably laugh at you and tell you to sell it at a second-hand shop which only takes it in for only a few bucks. If you're able to get at least 30 bucks, you're just darn lucky. DARN lucky.
I've got only one advice to those people out there who thinks that money grows on trees and don't know the real value of money, i mean, life. Think.
So what if your friends have things that you don't? So what if there are new stuff coming out of the market these days? So what if the world is challenging you to become like them?? You have a fucking choice not to get involved and walk away.. Seriously.
I mean, with that money that you earned or get or steal or begged and you decided that it should be spent on 'gadgets', you actually can help a needy or give to charity. Ok, don't give your stolen cash to the needy la but you get the point.
If you wanna buy gadgets, at least buy those that will benefit you. Like, fucking, seriously.
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