Saturday, April 26, 2008

7 stops to here, 6 to there.

Its been a long time since I updated my blog.
I've been busy with my studies, i don't even have time for myself.
Hahaha! well, i wanna blog about my experience at the hospital last night.
I wasnt the one who got admitted.. It was my little sister.
She was having like, a super high fever.
The first night that she got into the hospital, her temperature was, 39.6 oC

Now, i think she is getting even better but the doctor doesn't approve her going home yet.
I dunno why..

Yesterday, i was about to enjoy a nice little game of floorball, Bukit Merah Sec against Northland Sec, when suddenly my mom called from NUS and said, "Syahmi, pls come to NUS right now. Im going home and nobody's taking care of Nurul."

I was about to get angry and start throwing tantrums at my mom.
But, i chose not to.
So, i took my bag and left Republic Poly and went to NUH. It took me an hour to reach there.
And when i got there, there was no one at my sister's bed.
I was hungry and i went to search for food inside the drawer.

I ate a piece of bread and tuna i found. It filled my stomach, only for a few minutes...
I entertained my lil sis for a few hours and went to sleep right beside her.
At about 4pm, my older sis came and woke me up.
She didn't bring anything for me to eat and together, we starved!
Well, almost.. A few hours later, dinner came!! Wohhoo!!

It was actually for my lil sis, but.. who cares? Hahaha! we actually shared the food. I didn't eat it all ok?
My mom came to NUH at around 8.30pm and brought us food and our clothes to change.
Yaaay!! I went straight to the toilet and bathe..
It was like, REFRESHING MAN!! My mom stayed for awhile and went home after that..
Me and My older sis stayed in the hospital for the night, talking care of my lil sis.
My older sis slept on the bed, me? i slept on a small little mattress which the hospital had supplied. Its not that comfortable, AT ALL!

The next day, which is today, I woke up at 9am and saw a plate of 2 slices of chicken patty and bread with strawberry jam and a cup of Milo. I took a slice of the chicken patty and never told anyone. Haha!
The day went by like crazy. Children crying, Parents chatting, Nurses laughing..
My mom came and told my sister and me to go home and do our chores.. So we did, and after I've done with my chores, here i am, blogging about my experience at the hospital.

It was kinda cool coz, I've never been admitted in the hospital before. EVER! I would like that.. Then i can run around the place and do whatever i want to there. Heh heh heh...

I'll update more if i have the time. Now, I'm watching speed painting on You tube.com
Its super coool!! I wish i could paint like this..
Watch the video than you'll understand.


SPEED PAINTING ON SNOOP DOGG AND AKON

Thursday, April 17, 2008

No sympathy for the dead

Afiq is gonna blog in Malay tonight. For all my non-malay friends out there, i apologise if you dont understand a thing. Heh heh..


Hidup ini memang penuh dengan masalah. Ada orang suka lari dari masalah, ada juga akan lawan masalah itu satu-persatu.

Masalah tetap akan datang dan pergi.. Itu adalah janji dari Tuhan untuk menguji sejauh mana kekuatan fikiran manusia dalam menempuh kehidupan setiap kali masalah besar melanda.
Syaitan akan sentiasa cuba menyusup masuk ke dalam fikiran manusia untuk mengelirukan akal manusia serta memujuk segala jenis nafsu yang ada dalam diri kita. Supaya ikut mereka ke arah kesesatan.


Dan nafsu itu adalah pintu masuk syaitan ke dalam jiwa manusia.

Aku memang mengaku sebagai manusia yang lemah selalu juga tertewas dengan nafsu. Ada masanya akal tak mampu untuk melawan segala jenis godaan sekeliling. Hukum alam... Ramai manusia sudah faham apa itu perkara yang betul dan apa itu salah... Tapi ramai juga suka memilih jalan yang salah kerana itu lebih seronok dan lebih mencabar...



Dan sebagai manusia yang lemah, nafsu kepada harta, kemewahan, tamak, keseronokan, boros dan sebagainya adalah sebahagian daru warna-warna hidup yang sentiasa bertukar corak. Siapa yang tak nak harta ye tak? Tapi kalau harta itu diperolehi dengan cara tak berkat maka, sebahagian akan menjadi darah dan anggota tubuh kami. Menguasai akal fikiran dan akhirnya akal menjadi segalanya.



Nafsu - Keseronokan menguasai tubuh dan kita bergelumang dengan nikmat sampai tak dapat nak beza antara dosa dan pahala, syurga atau neraka...



Akhirnya, yang menjadi mangsa bukan sahaja tubuh badan kami malah, adik-beradik dan ibu-bapa kami. Tak mustahil harta yang haram sumbernya, yang disuap ke mulut ahli keluarga. begitu panas sifatnya, hingga boleh menyebabkan segala-galanya porak-peranda..

Sebab itulah, walau sekecil mana pun rezeki, sebesar man pun masalah, jika kita berusaha dengan cara yang diberkati, dengan izin Tuhan, rezeki itu akan berkembang dengan pelbagai cara asalkan sahaja kita selalu bersyukur.

Masalah tetap akan datang setap hari.. Itu adalah janji Tuhan untuk menguji dan jika kita dapat menghadapi dengan cara yang berbakti.. Kita akan selamat di dunia ini, juga balasan nikmat di kemudian hari... Insyaallah..

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Fueled By Ramen

i woke up at around 8 in the morning. A few minutes later, my phone vibrated. It was a message from my friend. She was telling me something about yesterday. It wasnt a good message anyway i dont wanna elaborate. I put the phone somewhere and cleaned my room.

Went to the kitchen and saw my little brother, just about to come out of the bathroom. He is suppose to go to the religious class at 8.30am. He was kinda late but luckily he knows how to do stuff by himself. Good for him!

I took a bath then went to the living room to watch TV. It was some kind of cooking show called "Everyday Food". Ok la.. made me hungry during the whole show. They cooked all kinds of food. From pasta to braised pork. Haha!

I did nothing but watched tv from 9 till 12. Then, I switched off the tv. I called Kevin and asked him whether we wanna hang out. He said he's busy. I was thinking of meeting my old brothers but im afraid that they are too boring laa.. i was thinking of calling my girl friend but i think she's out with her parents.

*Sigh*...

So, i didnt do anything..

Then my mom talked to me about working after my 'O' Levels and support the family.
I didnt wanna agree on that at first coz i dont wanna work at that age yet. Then after some thoughts, i think i should work. I think im gonna regret making this decision.. but for the sake of my family, i have to do it. My parents are not getting any younger, no.

But the shitty thing that my mom said during the conversation is, about me having a relationship at this age.. I was kinda mad. Well, yea, i flirt sometimes (not really good at it. Haha!) but i dont have any relationship with any girl right now.

-.-"

What makes the conversation worse is that, she mentioned about my ex-girlfriend. ARGHH! why did she have to do that. I stayed cool, thinking that she's about done lecturing. Afraid not. She continued talking about my ex and me. Damn..

She went down with my little brother and here i am blogging about what happened just now.
It wasnt that bad laa.. At least we talked..

I'll update more if i still live.. Till then,
PEACE
Haha! Pink.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Suffocate.. Ack!

~~ 4th Day~~

So, its the forth day of the camp..
And everyone's complaining about being homesick and all..
So, from the campsite, we went kayaked to the first campsite where we came from.

Finally, we get to kayak to the open sea.
It was dangerous, and tiring at the same time.
I was partnering with Star. We were good back then.
Changed after the camp.. F*** laa.. whatever.

Kayaked till we reach the Campsite.
After we got back, It wasnt the end of it..
We had to bring up the kayaks from the shore, wash them and hang them.
After that, all the groups had to pitch their tents, cook dinner and then bathe.

This last day wasnt a good day to end with at all..
My whole group was totally useless..
All of them expect me to bring all the food items set them up, cook them and let them eat it all..
After that, leave all the mess tins and expect the others to wash them.
only wash yours and run away. How pathetic is that!!
I was mad. Couldnt blame them, they seem like they had never done any housework at all.
Tchh.. I didnt care, i shouted at every single one of them who wasnt doing anything.

Only about 3-4 of them moved. the rest just ignored..
After dinner, we had to see the instructor.
He talked to us about.. well.. i forgot.
but yea.. it wasnt a good one.
Lights out at 11pm..

~~ Last Day ~~

We woke up, pitch down our tents, cleaned the poncho's, tents, ground sheet and count all the items that were given to us.
We counted, and we actually lost a couple of items like, the bottle caps, the bottles, tent pegs and other stuffs.
Paid, Packed our stuff and then, waited for the ferry.. or boat.. or whatever it is called.

Took the cab with my friends and went home..
It was a fun camp.. well, almost.
I lost my shoes during the kayaking, but who cares..

HaHa!! Thats all, so yea.. hope to update more next time..

PEACE

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