Im troubled...

It's too late now still I've got something to say
Girl I'm sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now and the moment has passed
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now and it's no ones fault but mine
Couldn't see the truth I had them blinded eyes
You got moved on still I don't give a damn
Gotta get this off my chest while I can

Every single hour of every single day
I wish more and a more
And I don't know what to say
I knew I closed the door
Your gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you

Wanna take it back to the day when we first met
If I could I'd start all over again
Our love is my regret

Should have known then what I know now
Dying every second that your not around
Should have been there
When you needed me babe
Now i'm by myself on my bended knee
Should have loved you
While I had the chance to
Couldn't realize that your were the truth
Should have showed you
What you meant to me
Baby now I see that you are my queen

My 50th Post since Nov 14, 2007

Alot of things have been happening around me..
And most of the things, i'll blog about it.
I'll blog about my life, my likes, my problems and some are just plain nonsense.
Hahaha!

On a recent news, a blogger was fined and was sent to jail coz he wrote racist remarks on his blog. He claimed that he had no idea that it would spread so fast to other readers of his blog.

And guess what, He's not the only one! HAHA!
Another report said that, a couple had posted a picture of prophet Muhammad and wrote some bad remarks about him. They were fined and was also sent to jail.

There are a few more but i'll leave it as it is.
I shouldnt say that blogging is a bad thing to do, coz im blogging right now. Like DUH!?
but, there are advantages and disadvantages about blogging.

Advantages of Blogging:

1. It is an excellent way to share knowledge among other people.
2. Blogging helps to build the thinking and typing skills of the writer.
3. It also lets other people, whether friends or not, understand what the writer is feeling.
4. Blogging can be another way to get feedbacks as readers react to certain pieces of info.

Disadvantage of Blogging:

1. Most bloggers have nothing much to say that's interesting and/or they blog just to pass their time.
2. Often, having the time to write, I have least to say and having alot to say, I have little time to write about it. Thus, some ideas or suggestions are kept hidden.
3. Like most of the things on the Web, blogs are easy to start but hard to maintain. Writing regularly is one of the most difficult and time-consuming tasks that I can take because not everyday is an interesting day.

Notice that im using myself as an example because some things that i write may offend other bloggers or readers and that is something im not trying to do.

There is a video i wanna share with you guys.
It is a Video which consist of some of the familiar faces in YouTube.
Hahaha! Enjoy..

a Haa! How bout that.

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture. From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you. Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate. But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

Your True Birth Month Is August

Sauve Romantic Attractive Observant Loves to joke Easily jealous Easily angered Learns to relax Loves to dream Thirsty for praise Loving and caring Brave and fearless Extraordinary spirit Careful and cautious Independent thoughts Angry when provoked Loves to make friends Sensitive but not petty Too generous and egoistic Takes high pride of oneself Loves to lead and to be led Thinks quickly and rationally Knows how to console others Poor resistance against illnesses Firm and has leadership qualities Talented in the arts, music and self defense

What's Your True Birth Month?

What The Hell...

Something smacked me on the head. It said "U got TAGGED"

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- It depends. If she betrayed me for another man, i'll eat her. Hahaha!

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- I would like to turn back time and go back to when i was in sec 1.. and change everything. And to have every single one of Iron Maiden, Metallica, Scorpions, Loudness, Guns N Roses, Deep Purple, Alice in Chains, Motorhead, Slayer and ACDC albums. YEARGHH!!

#3 if there is a choice between girlfriend and friends,which will you choose?
- Hmm.. tricky. i wont choose. Both are equally special to me but my girl is even more special.

#4 what kind of home do you think is suitable for living
- A simple and a reasonally big house. Fit for me and the whole lot of my family.

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
- Uhh.. hmm.. Can i skip this one? Yes? Ok.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Of couse its being loved by someone. That way, u wont know who is ur secret admirer. Hahaha!

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- As long as i may live. If i wait and nothing happens, i'll leave her. If something happens, i'll treasure her.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Haha! I've had this experience before. Hmm.. I'll just confess to her and see if she likes me back or just ignores my proposal.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Hmm.. Its too much to write.

#10 is being tagged fun?
- Ray! if ur involved in this, ur a dead man! I mean it. Its quite fun laa..

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
- I'll be a male stripper working in a gay pub. LOL. Kidding laa.. I'll be having a girlfriend and a stable job. A happy life and a house of my own.

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
- My family coz i love them, my girlfriend coz she's one in a million, my insurance company coz i may get hurt, my home fridge coz i may get hungry and my every single friend that i have right now coz i cant afford to lose them all.

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- Its Harrison Ford for sure. Or maybe my scandal, Angelina Jolie. Heh heh.. Love ya, darling. (maybe it was Beyonce Knowles. Hmm..)

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- Married and rich. Coz when u mix a rich man with a poor lady, u get a happy family. It always happens in the movies. :D

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
- Thank God that my family and i still live and none of my body parts are taken off and sold to a butcher.

#16 would you sacrifice your family time to enjoy with friends?
- No way. Family is my first priority. If one of them died, would i still stick around with my friends?

#17 what is the thing that you cant bear to leave it aside?
- My handphone and my wallet. Every single thing is inside my wallet and my phone is my source of communication.

#18 what type of friends do you like?
- Friends who care and concern about me, friends who can understand me, friends who would do anything to make me happy when im down and friends who are fun :)

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
- Friends who like to brag or are too proud of themselves. etc..

Finally, i've completed it. Quite interesting.
Drink milo, Its good for ur ass.

First Day at Work.. *sigh*

Ahh.. Im at wan ting's house using her computer for awhile.
My laptop is actually spoilt and need to send for repair.

I just got back from work and its soo damn tiring..
Kevin is beside me and he's making some beatboxing sounds.
Hahaha! yesterday i went to the Henderson Wave with a couple of my friends.

It was fun and quite tiring too. I had to bring a 1.5L Mineral Bottle and it wasnt enough.
Hahaha! Ray bought snacks and we shared among the guys.
The girls bought their own snacks and they shared among themselves.
Although the bridge wasnt that long, it was damn HOT! hahaha!
My girl's hot too.. Hehe..

We had fun there and after that we saperate.
Some of us went somewhere and the rest went somewhere else... LOL.

Today, at school, our class checked the rest of our test papers.
I failed my overall math and my overall combined humanities.
I got a 64.7/100 for my malay.
ahh.. 31/50 for my physics.
hmm.. 27/50 for my chemistry. hehheh..

not that good laa.. i need to bulk up more on my math and my comb. humanities.
hahaha! now that the school holiday's near, i think i should have more fun than before!
*sigh* im going for a trip to Cambodia on the 3rd till the 8th of June.
quite excited coz its my first time being on a plane. Hahaha! LOL.

well then, i gotta go now. Need some rest.. a Haaaa.
See ya, i'll update more soon.
Sayonara!! Motto Motto. Hahaha!

claustraphobic; its a disease

*Sigh*
Today was the checking of some of our papers.
early in the morning, my class checked our art/design and tech.

I got a 72/100 for my art. Heh Heh Heh.. Not that happy laa..

Coz i didnt think my art was that good, i should say, others did a better job than me.

After art, we checked our English Paper 2. I got a friggin' 49/80! Hoots!

I got wrong for some of the 'give away marks' questions. *Sigh*

Well, thank God that i didnt fail badly.

Next, the class went to Ms Woo's class to do check our Math Paper 2.

Well, im not proud or anything, i got 18/50 for Math.

Seriously saying, i dont think i have any confidence i'll pass my math.

Never did and never will..

After that, off to the Social Studies class!

I failed the subject.. 12/30.

It seems that i wasnt the only one who failed, most of the students failed too.

There are people who got 5 and seemed happy about it. Tchh

Then, we took our English Paper 1 and i got 14/20 for my summary and 26/30 for compo.

Total, its 89/140 for my English Paper 1 and 2.

Next week, there are more papers coming in my way.

I dont feel like going to school on that day but what to do?

If i tell my mom about my results now, she wont nag at me.

If she sees the report book, she'll make sure i pay for my failure. Hahah!

I got back my job as a cashier at Harbourfront KFC.

Lucky enough, Seng Jie and Kevin are coming back there too!

And 2 of my friends are coming to join us!

Haha! Im gonna have a great time in KFC,

provided that my friends don't create any trouble.

Actually, i came back to Harbourfront KFC is because:

1. I cant find any jobs outside.

2. I actually miss hanging out till late evening.

3. I miss eating free food at KFC and bringing back food home(hehe..)

4. I need the money!

Haha! Yup, thats about it. If can, i'll try to update more.

Till then, Farewell and take care of the world, the world will take care of u. :)

Its a Wednesday dammit!

ok, my exams are finally over. Yipee!!

i mean, there is nothing to be proud of, other schools finished earlier than bukit merah.
I dont think i will pass my mid-year, yesterday, my form teacher told us that most of the students did badly in chemistry and math. I dunno...
He may be right, he may be wrong..
there's no school for today and tomorrow.

i wanna be happy, but im better off fucked up.
im staying at home today.. later, maybe im going out to have fun with my dick friends..
later in the afternoon, im going to harbourfront KFC to bring my friend to interview.
He wants to work with me, so yea, why not. The more the merrier haha!

i dont actually wanna go to work, but i need money.
So, do i have a choice? i cant be lazy anymore.
My mom is not gonna live forever, so i'll be supporting the family.
its fun being a leader, but if there's trouble or what, u are the one who gets the blame.
If u can co-operate well with the group/family/school, u can make a great team.

My girlfriend is going out later. She wants to go out with her friends.
She lives sooo far away from me, i wish that her house is 2 blocks away from me.
*sigh*
im still 14 years old. on 1st July 2008, i'll be 15.
and every year, i get worried and ask, when i grow up, who am i gonna be?
am i gonna be a loser or a winner?
do i get a white collar job, a blue one or nothing at all?
do i make a girl pregnant and result in underage marriage or hold my urges and make my mom happy before she 'sleeps'..

THEY say, "dont worry too much, ur still young.
Live ur life the fullest"
u wont be living ur life the fullest when ur jobless or having debts..
idiots.
when i see people with tatooes and beefed up body. i always wonder, is their life a happy life or are they suffering inside?
there are some questions which are not meant to be answered. like, why must we fight? does power mean everything to us? or is it love? different people will have different opinions..

So, i will end this with a goodbye and hope those who are not thinking abt their future, better start thinking now! coz, when the old got too old and 'sleep',
There is no one else who can support you.
gotta bulk up now while u still can.
*sigh*
This is a reflection..

"do u ever asked urself 'is there a heaven in the sky?' why cant we stop the fight..
coz we all live under the same sun, we all walk under the same moon."
SCORPIONS- under the same sun.

Dedications.. To my beloved one.

This week i had my exams and i dont think i did very well in all my subjects.. *Sigh*

On wednesday:
Had my social studies and mathematics paper 1.
I cant say that i did well in both of my subjects.
Social studies, section A answer all the questions. I did.
section B choose one of the 2 questions. I did both.. fuck.
Math, I did only one question. And that question, i dunno whether its correct or not.

On thursday:
El paper 2 and ART.
Flunk..
El paper 2, cant understand a single question. all too complicated word thingie..
ART, cant say my drawing's good enough to make me pass. It looked like crap. My friends thought it was nice i dunno.

Friday(which is today):
Chemistry and mathematics paper 1.
Sighh.. Did badly, on both papers no doubt.
Chemistry, section A MCQ choose either A,B,C or D. EASY!
section B didnt do some of the questions..
section C FUCKed..
Math paper 1, Didnt do some of the questions.. Face it, im not gonna pass my math.

That is all my reviews on my freaking papers..
Next week, There's still Geography, Physics, Malay paper 2 and Mt Listening Compre.

Hope i can at least pass subjects im good at like physics... and... uhh.. hmm..
Nvm, i hope i can pass my physics then.

Till then, Chao!

Listening to Hotel California. BACKWARDS!

Hahaha! I seriously am. Its kinda funny.. But with some weird messages on it.
I dunno why, all the brilliant heavy metal songs must, at least have some subliminal messages in it.

I did alot of fun things for the last 2 days.
Now im gonna blog about it.

Thursday:
Went to watch IRONMAN with a my two friends, Ray and Ken.
Ray wanted to treat the both of us to a movie and thursday was a perfect day! Coz its a Public Holiday! Hahaha!


This is proof that i went to watch it. Haa!!

There wasnt much to say about the movie coz it didnt really showed much action packed stuff.
When i think about ironman, I was thinking of something like spiderman.
Whereby, there's the kissing scene, the 'Damsel in distress' scene.. But.. It sucked.
I would give 3/5 for the show. Sorry ironman, Its not you, Its the cheap DIRECTOR!!