Its been fun knowing all of you

Its been crazy these past few days.
Studies, school, projects, friends, families.. name it all.
These past few days, my class had to come up with a Anti-Drug Tree.
Its some kind of competition whereby we can get cash if we win the competition.

We had to construct a tree and on the leaves of the tree are the information about different kind of drugs that are harmful to us.
The tree has to be stable and we were not allowed to use real leaves or branches as we may get disqualified.

Last Tuesday, my class stayed back to help out in constructing the tree.
I can conclude that we did a good job as we co-operated with each other and nothing went wrong.
Well, there are problems here and there, but we still continued with it.
Turned out great really. Now, whats left is just to spray paint the tree trunk and finish up with the leaves on the tree.

Hmm.. Wednesday.. there isnt much to say about Wednesday.
Oh yea! I wasnt moody on that Wednesday! haha!
After school, i went to play soccer with a group of guys and Zhuliestar.
My team lost by 5-0. Haha! I didnt take it too hard as it was just a game.
But, most of of my teammates came to me to complain why i let 5 goals in.
AIYOO!! IT WASNT ON PURPOSE LAA!! Haha!

After the game, i went to the foyer and saw Zabid, Lakh, Haris and Star.
Zabid, Haris and Lakh was waiting to be released from school.
Both Zabid and Lakh have reasons to be released early.
Haris, well.. he wasnt allowed to go out. Haha!
But, they left anyway.

So, it was only me and star at the foyer.
She had to go at 3.30pm to do some stuff.
I took out my blue scrapbook and we started doodling on it.
It was fun la, while it lasted.
She had to go and we said our goodbyes.

After she left, my body started to feel warm.
It grew hotter as the day went by.
I guess i miss her too much. Tchh.. Haha!
For the whole day, i played with my friends.

On Thursday, didnt do anything much.
Went to the library after school to do a power point slide on a drug called Ecstasy.
That's all i remember about Thursday.

Friday, my favourite day, was such a dumb day la..
The only entertainment during recess got confiscated by Mr Yippy! Haha!
So, i didnt do anything during recess but just waste all my money by eating!
Muahahaha!! so happy :)
Lessons were as per normal and after school i went to the mosque to do my Friday prayers.
As soon as im done, i went to look for Star at McDonald s.

She was eating when i got there. Looking so innocent.
After a while, she had to go and i went to the National Library.
Such a loner. I got nothing to do anyway.

Well, thats all i have to say about this week.
Oh! BTW, i heard from my mom that someone is finally moving into my current house.
The person already paid my mom and its decided.
She also told me that, they are coming in on the 17th of November, or earlier.

Quite sudden and quite shocking also.
Didnt expect that it would finally happen.
I have no choice but to move anyway.
I'll update more when i got the time, meanwhile, i gotta go already.
Byebye!!

I'll never leave you

SEAN, MEET ME AT 6PM AT THE PARK. I GOT A SURPRISE FOR YOU. LOVE, FINA.

It's a Friday afternoon and i've just finished my classes. That was a message from Fina. I dont know what she is talking about. So i replied,

OK.. ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY AND DEFINITELY, IT ISN'T YOURS. WHATS THE CATCH?

A few minutes later, she replied,

HAHA! YOU'LL SEE. WEAR UR NEATEST BUT CASUAL CLOTHES AND MEET ME AT THE PARK AT 6. LOVE YA HONEY!

I shrugged my shoulders and continued walking home. I guess i should go. I dont have anything on later anyway.
On the way home, i cant help thinking what the surprise is. Is it some kind of a joke? a prank maybe? But i know her, she wouldnt do that to me. I hope.
When i got home, it was already 4.30pm. I saw my mother in the living room and told her that i was going out with Fina later at 6pm.

She gave me permission to go as she trusts me with her and she was also busy packing our furniture into large boxes. You see, im going to shift to another house which is even further away from Singapore. My family is gonna move to the New York as my dad have some kind of business there. I was used to it coz i've been doing it for my last 15 years. Now, I dunno what race/religion i belong to.

I've told my friends that i was going to move house and they should not worry about me. But, i didnt tell them that im going overseas as i dont want them to worry too much about me, and should concentrate on their studies. And i didnt tell them that i was leaving, tomorrow morning.

I went into my room, took a bath and decided on what to wear. I though of going in a tux and imagined that Fina is going to bring me to an expensive restaurant. Then i thought of just going wear my t-shirt and Bermudas. After a while, i just went out of the house wearing a white Kappa shirt and my favourite black Levi's jeans. I was having doubts whether i should bring my handkerchief or not. But i brought it anyway, just in case.

The park wasnt that far. It was just a few blocks away from my house. I looked at my watch, it was 5.45pm. When i got to the park, i saw Fina sitting on a bench feeding bread crumbs to the ducks in the pond.

She's wearing a red tee and a blue denim jeans. She tied her hair into a bun, usually she just lets down her hair. I was stunned and tidied my shirt a little.
So, i sat beside her and struck a conversation
"Hey there."
"Oh! Hi! You ready?"
"Ready for?"
"We're going to the funfair. Come on, Its my treat."
"What? Hey.. Hey!"

She just kept on pulling both of my arms till we reach the funfair.
Its already in the evening and the funfair is as bright as the stars up in the dark sky. Ferris wheel, Roller coaster rides, Scary mansions, Cotton candy.. Its like a paradise. Fina wanted to go to the scary mansion first. I followed along and we had to wait for the long, long queue.

After a while, the man guarding the door, let us in. Inside, we couldnt see anything at all. It was pitch dark. There's luminous light sticks laying all over the floor, we just had to follow them. The first ghost didnt scare me a bit but Fina was already frightened. She hid behind me and told me to lead her to the exit.

I took her arm and told her, they are just dolls and machines. There's no ghost or zombies in there. The next one was a Frankenstein monster on a bed. It was still for a while, then it started to rock up and down and someone, which is obviously a man's voice, growled on a microphone and made Fina jumped.

"AHHHH! Sean, I want to get out of here! Please!"
By now, she's holding me even tighter. And i could feel the wetness of her tears being absorbed on my shirt. I couldnt let her stay in this mansion for long and i just cant see or hear a lady cry. So, i grabbed her hands and started running and she followed behind.

When we got out of the mansion, Fina was hugging me tightly and she said,
"Sean, dont go tomorrow. Please dont leave me.. I need you."
I was shocked. Did she know that i was leaving to New York tomorrow morning?
Or did she just said that because she was scared?
I ignored what she said and calmed her down.

I took her to the candy bar and bought her a green candy floss. She loves the colour green. I bought one for myself too, a yellow one.
After she had cooled down and started to be hyper again, she wanted to go on the Ferris Wheel ride.

I agreed as i also haven't been on it since i was just a little boy. We paid for the ride and waited for our turn. When it was our turn to ride, she quickly went inside and told me to hurry up.

I went in and sat down beside her. As the Ferris wheel goes up, she started lying on my right shoulder and asked me,
"I heard from your mom that your family are leaving in the morning right?"
I wanted to deny but i guess i should tell her the truth,
"Yeah, we are. Im sorry if i didnt tell you."
"Well you should! I am angry with you"
She got up and i can see the fury in her eyes.
After a long pause, she sat down and said,
"And i am upset that you have to leave me. I wish that this day would never come."
"Fina, although we going to part, please remember that i will always love you and I would do anything, even steal my dad's car, to come back to Singapore and to see you again. I promise."

She looked at me with her upset eyes and small droplets of tears began to fall from her cheek. I smiled at her, took out my handkerchief and wiped the tears off her face. I held out my hand and gave her the hanky.
"Here, take this and keep it with you. It's my favourite one. Keep this and take it out whenever you feel like missing me." The hanky is useful after all.

The ride wasnt that long, but it was worth the money. We got down and i checked my watch. Its already 9pm. My curfew is at 10pm and Fina dont know where to go but home.
I remembered a place i used to go when i get bored. It wasn't far from where we are, so we walked to the place.

Its actually a hill and at the top of it, was a big tree with a small swing, fit for one person, on it. It was a perfect timing as there were no one around except us and the moon and stars decided to come out and play.
She was amazed and stared at the sky full of stars and said,
"I've seen beautiful stars on TV, but this is magnificent!"
I, too, was amazed by the sight of the moon. Usually when i come here by myself, the moon didnt appear.

We lay down under the big tree and started chatting about all the things we had been through together. All the memories seems to have reappeared again and we chatted and laughed till we got bored.

It was already 9.45pm and i told her that i had to go. She looked down to the grass and on the moonlight, i could see that she was blushing.
Everytime i see her blush, i get this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. This isnt my first time doing this but i get this feeling everytime.
I went up to her face and she turned to look at me. Her eyes glittered like the stars above us. She closes her eyes and I leaned forward, allowing our lips to touch each other.

Gently, i touched her face and guided my tongue to her mouth. She held out her tongue and we started playing with it. Now, we are playing with our tongue while our lips are sealed together. We kept laughing each time we kissed. My right hand and her right hands were kept close together as though they too, are kissing each other. Our legs interlocked each other never letting go.

When i sensed that she had enough, i remove my lips and she gave me another kiss on the cheek. I stood up, and tell her that i was late and had to go home. She waved and said byebye!
As i walked for a few steps down the hill, i heard "Sean!"
I turned back, she wasnt calling for help, she wasnt angry. All she said was,
"Please come back to see me sometime ok? I'll be waiting for you."
I smiled and held out my hands as wide as they can go and said,
"Give me another hug that i will never forget."

She giggled and ran down and jumped onto my arms. I hugged her, not too tight as i dont want to squeeze her, not too loose as i dont want to lose her. It was a perfect hug. I love hugging her as i can tell whether she have gained weight or not. Well, she didnt.
Again, she made little spots of tears on my shirt, i didnt mind. As long as she's happy. Before i let go of her, i managed to whisper into her ears and said,

"I will never forget you and i hope you do the same. I'll be thinking of you, and the times we had. I love you Fina, and i hope that you will love me too. Dont go finding another boyfriend ok?"
"ok, dear."

I let go of her, not regretting everything that i had said or did. I continued walking and when i got home, my mom had done packing our stuff.
"Ready to leave tomorrow morning?" She asked.
"Yeah, have you packed my stuff already?"
"Pack it yourself. Im tired, i want to go to bed. Goodnight son."
"Haha! Goodnight mom."

I went up to my room, started packing and at the same time, i thought, all the time that i have been with Fina, never once did i asked her to be my girlfriend. All my friends thought that me and her are just buddies and all her friends thought that i am just her best friend.

I was puzzled and shrugged. "Oh well, at least she didnt mind me kissing her."

Woke up at 9am this morning. Saw a message on the phone. It was from her.
Went to call back instead of replying. haha!
She was eating roti prata if im not wrong.
She told me she will call me back after she's done eating.
We planned to go catch a movie. Yaay!

While she was having her breakfast, i was getting ready.
Went to bathe, wore my clothes, did my hair and i was done.
She called me on my cellphone. Telling me the timing for the movie at different places.
I actually wanted to fetch her at her house, but she told me to wait for her under the block.
So, before i met her, i went to re-new my ez-link card at Tiong Bahru first.

When i reached the counter and gave the lady my card, i had to wait for 10mins for them to change my card.
So i waited, checked my phone, and it was 10am.
I thought i had ample of time but it turns out that i had to wait more than just 10mins.
Got my new card and rushed to take the train. Checked my phone again and it was 10.30am.
'Dammit! im gonna be late!' I thought.

After i reached Commonwealth, she gave me another call.
i told her i was on my way and she told me to go to the bus stop.
Walked and walked till i reach the bus stop.
At the corner of the bus stop, what i thought i saw was an angel. Haha!
She usually wears 3/4 pants or bermudas, so it's intimate but not sexy.
But just now, she was hot! no doubt.

When she sees me, she waved at me and i saw her lips moving, trying to signal me something.
What she was trying to say was, "Quick! The bus is here!" I think.
So, i rushed to the bus stop. It wasnt far away from where i was, so i jogged a little.
Got into the bus and we talked on our way to the Cinema.
We've decided to watch Get Smart at Vivo.

She kept complaining that i was late.
Which we eventually are when we got to the Cinema. haha!
Oh come on! It wasnt me, it was my ez-link!
We watched Hancock instead.
We bought a popcorn combo, a cheese hotdog and nachos! I was hungry btw.

After the movie, we went to the SkyPark and talked about stuff.
While talking, i noticed that the clouds are getting darker, she noticed it too.
It was about to rain so we went inside and walked to the arcade.
It was previously E-zone, but changed to Timezone.
I was kinda disappointed coz, i cant use coins to play the games anymore.
Gotta buy a card and scan on the game to play it.

My disappointment got worser when i went to a shop which sells PSPs.
Looking at the PSP there reminded me of my late PSP.
It was hard to accept but i have to move on. Haha!
We killed time and it was already 3pm.
She had to go home, while i had to meet my friend.

before i left, she gave me my present. I was happy, still am.
For me, turning 15 is the first step of being a responsible young adult.
and its cool.
And being 15 is great! Haha! I've just made my ic and it will be out after the 20th of July. Be sure to look out for it. haha!

Byebye!

1st July!! Yahoo!

Yesterday was the first of July, another new month and it was also my birthday!
Haha! I was so happy coz its been a long time since i've had a proper bday.
Although it wasnt that grand, at least i had fun. Haha!
My mom cooked some bee hoon or something, my sis was at her POA tutorial,
while my dad went to the store to buy some drinks. Haha!

While they were preparing for the dinner,
i told them that i will be in my room, doing my Chemistry homework.
Eventually, i went to sleep while doing my homework. Haha!
I woke up when my phone vibrated and i got a message from Her!
After that, i went to the bathroom to wash my face.

I actually didnt know that my sis brought me a cake.
I thought that it was just a simple, family dinner.
After i washed my face and went to the kitchen, i saw the cake on the table!
Haha! It was inside the cake box actually.
I went bonkers when i saw the cake, like i've never seen it before.

My mom told me that, i had to wait till my little brother to come back first.
I wasnt that patient mind you, i havent got to see what's inside yet.
Just the box.
At 8pm, it was official. Haha! blowned, cutted and eaten.
It was soo damn NICE!! I couldnt finish the whole cake, but yea, whose counting?

It was one of the greatest day of my life. And on the 5th, im gonna do my IC!
haha! i'll update more if i have time.
Till then, Bye!