10 things i wanna do with her before i go.

I've managed to achieve no. 7 of my '10 things i wanna do with her before i go'.
And that is, eating a piece of cake at my workplace.
Well, it wasnt actually 'at' my workplace la.
We ate somewhere around Anchorpoint.
Close enough.

She brought this cake called the 'Chocolate Indulgence' (i think) from Secret Recipe.
I wasnt that bad la. I had that cake for my birthday recently.
There are still a few more things i wanna do with her before i go.
Dont expect me posting it also. Haha!! I wont tell you guys.

I wanna share one thing that i wanna do with her.
And that is: Going to watch fireworks at the top of a hill.
Sigh.. Me and my imaginations..
I dont think there will be any fireworks nearby any hills in Singapore.

Aww well, Its worth a try. Haha!
Im going to get ready for work already.
Maybe im going out with all my mates on Tuesday. See how la.
And Sweetie, thanks for the cake ok? Love you!

A video i found that is meaningful yet nice to hear.
Droplets By Colbie Caillat and Jason Reeves:

HELL GRILL

Well, today we had the learning journey and those who picked cooking elective module get to go on a long trip to a restaurant.
Its not the typical restaurant which has all the fancy table setting and all the waiter/waitresses wears a suit. No.
Its just a typical little stall, opened in a Kopitiam and their items are sold at an expensive price.
I havent tried any of their food yet, so i have nothing to comment on their food.
The food there are non-halal so, for those Muslims who happens to saw that stall and wants to eat there, dont even waste your breath.

We were taught the equiptments used to cook the food there, the cooking time, different types of beef and how to differentiate them.
Mainly they sell fish, beef, chicken and pork.
None of them interest me at all.
Its either that or im having the bad, most worse day of my life.
Usually i am eager to learn about cooking, but i dont feel that active today.
Can say, i am abit fucked up, but with what?

A lot of things have affected my way of life and i dont think i have the need to live already.
Each day i look at the calendar i start to worry.
Every time i hear a sad and moving love song, i'll start to worry.
And sometimes, when i look at my girl's face, i'll worry about her...
A lot of people have been telling me to chill and dont worry soo much.
Even my mom says that i think too much.

Siiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh................
FUCK.

Finally got my Report Book back

Yes, and unfortunately, i didnt do well for it.
Overall, im in the 10th position out of 37 pupils.
The feeling is great la. At least im in the top 10.
But what i am not satisfied with is, i failed my Combined Humanities.
It consists of both my Social Studies and my Geography results.
And out of 100% i got 45%. A damned U grade.

I got a 67 for my English, 61 for Malay, 51 for Mathematics, 65 for Science(Phy and Chem combined) and 68 for my Art.
Whatever it is, at least i managed to get thru Sec 3 and promoted to Sec 4.
And i can say that i improved some of my subjects except for 2.(Comb Hums and Art)

The comments given by the teachers were all bullshit.
This is what they wrote:
Afiq is a RESPONSIBLE student who has strong opinions on issues and on life.
As CLASS VICE-CHAIRPERSON, he has shown that he communicates well with others. With more confidence and consistent effort in his studies, Afiq will ATTAIN BETTER RESULTS.

I believe some of them are true la.. but most of them are total bull. Haha!
Well, my worries about the results are finally over.
After the Elective Module- conducted by the school- is over, i can relax already.
And maybe i'll start working 5 days a week to earn extra cash for my own spending.
Short of money la. Damn F***.

I should start working up my body too.. Feels like im growing fatter by the minute.
I wanna train my biceps coz i wanna show them off.
I wanna get those 'Chick magnet' body so that girls will love me when they see me. Muahahahaha!!
I should start looking for boxes soon coz no one is going to help me pack my own clothes for me.
I have to do it all by myself. Damn F***. I wish i was a kid again!!

Congratulations to the top 5 pupils in our class.
And also, to those who had to retain, work hard next year ok? Dont give up!!
I gotta go now i'll update more next time.
a-FREAK signing off~*

Today, Tomorrow and Yesterday

I was woken up by my elder sister at 7am sharp.
She asked me where i wanna go later, i said im going to the gym. To work out.
She wanted to follow along, so yea.. why not bring her too?
After getting all dressed up, we went to Bukit Merah Mcdonalds and waited for star to show up.
While waiting for her, me and my sis ate first. Muahahah!!

When star arrived, we straight away go to the gym beside the Delta Swimming Complex.
The entry fee is cheap; $1.50 for each entry. An additional $1 if you dont have your own face towel.
I had lots of fun in the gym. Played with the treadmill, lifted dumbbells and destroyed the machines there. Muahahaha!!

At around 11am, we decided to leave the gym and go to Tiong Bahru to eat there.
We had our food at the KFC there.
Star wanted to play Guitar Hero 3 at the comic connection but it was spoil.
So we walked around for a while and saw that Challenger have the Guitar Hero thing.
So, we played until we had enough with the game. Had fun la but it was boring staying there playing all day long.

At around 12.30, me and my sister had to go. Star wanted to go back home too.
We took the bus 195 together and when i reached home, i quickly bathed.
Partly, i was stinky and need a good bath and also i am going out with Star.
You see, me and Star wanted to watch a movie together but didnt have the correct time.
So, after a tough week, we finally decided to watch today.

We watched Eagle Eye.
Its an interesting show. But i wont say much coz i dont feel the need to.
You guys should watch it for yourself.
When i say its good, i mean 5/5. Awesome!!

I think i will stop here la.
I'll update more if i have the time.
Tomorrow will be a busy day for me. Man...
Till then, This is a-FREAK signing out!

Btw, i feel that my english is getting weaker and weaker.
I dunno.. Maybe its just me.

The title of this post is: Title

Its been almost the middle of the week now.
And my exams nearly finished. Just left with one more paper, Chemistry.
Damn.. I never thought that i would do so badly in most of my subjects.
I didnt put in effort in my English, my Mother Tongue, Art, Social Studies and most of all, my Physics for heaven's sake!!!
Maybe its because i've been going out collecting 'Ang Pao' and forgot about studying.

I wouldnt talk about Geography or Math coz i dont have any confident in both of them.
And i wouldnt even dream on passing my Chemistry.
I always get borderline marks for that. Never an 'A' or a 'B'.
Haha! Im troubled with something else also..
Its about me shifting to another school problem.

I cant help but to think about this everyday.
The day is going to come any sooner now.
How i wish that i can continue my studies in this school but live in Woodlands instead.. but all those dreams will never come true.

Firstly, i have to consider the distance from Woodlands to my current school.
Its a looong journey and i have to wake up early in the morning to catch the first bus or train.
Secondly, Cost. It will cost me a few dollars for me to take the train. And if i want to take the bus, it will take about 45mins but I'll cost me 45 cents.
Lastly... Well, I dont have anything to say already. Haha!

But those are the important things i have to consider if i wanna continue in my school.
But i will definitely miss all my friends at my school. Haiz..
Well, look at the bright side, i'll get to meet with new neighbours, new friends and new girls!
HAHA! Kidding! If I am free on any day, i will come and meet you guys.

Enough said, i gotta study right now.
I wish my classmates in Secondary3BNAinBukitMerahSecSch all the best in the paper tomorrow.
WTF, Now then i wish them. Haha! Bye!

Addiction

The first time, you took one.
You feel guilty, thinking that it isnt a good thing to do.
They said its ok nothing to worry about.
you took the first breath, coughed it out. FAILED.

You didnt give up, took another puff. You felt good.
You finished the first one, now you're high..
You ask for something more challenging, they gave you a heavy one.
Light it up, pulling it in and breathing it out. It feels good.

For a few months now, you've been taking it.
Bored. Its the same old thing again and again.
You wanna go for something new.
You go up to them and asked "Can i have something better than this crap?!"
You were given a liquid in a jug.
It looks like pee and it smelt bad.

You went for the first sip. Gurgled it on your mouth then, swallowed it.
Its thick but smooth, heavy but light.
Its very hard to explain but you really like it.
After a few drinks, you felt dizzy.
You wanna walk straight but you cant. Everything seems to be sideways to you.
You quit walking and lie down on the ground. Drifting off...

When you woke up, they gave you 5 tablets.
They were marked with all kinds of designs.
"PICK ONE." They said. "NOT MORE THAN THAT!"
You are confused. Didnt know which one to pick.
You hesitated and took all of them, and 'clunk' it into your mouth.

A few minutes later, you start to fly.
You imagine that you are able to touch the birds up in the sky.
You claimed to have seen aliens swimming with Loch Ness.
You dreamt that Darth Vader is your father.
Hours later, your body stars to tense and your eyes starts to roll backwards.
The next thing you know, you're jammed, unable to move.. DEAD.

"TOLD YOU TO TAKE JUST ONE! HAHAHAHA!! NOW SUFFER!!"

I've deleted the previous one

Woke up early in the morning at 8pm.
Well, waking up at 8 is already considered late.
Usually its around 6 or 7 am. Hahaha!
As soon as i open my eyes, i went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror to see if my hair have grown.
After bathing, i went back to my room to read my book.
At the same time i was messaging my friend.
Im only halfway finished with the book.

A few hours later, my dad asked me to follow him downstairs to buy some stuff.
My mom is doing an 'open house' so there are a few thing that are needed to buy.
I felt like skipping work today and tell them that i have to study for my exams.
But then again, maybe i should go coz my sister is going.

When i got home, my sister is all ready for work and she's about to leave already.
I told her to tell the manager that i have to study so i wont be able to come.
She was shocked and insist that i follow her to work.
In the end, she lost the battle and i get to stay at home. For an hour..
The manager called and told me that there are only 3 people working and they are short of staffs.

I was actually suppose to go to work at 11am but i want to stay at home..
Out of pity, i eventually got dressed and head to work. Bummer.
When i got there, the manager told me to pack the whipped potatoes and the coleslaw.
All in three different sizes, small, medium and large.
From the time when i got there, (1.30pm) till im about to go home, (4.30pm) i was doing those two things.. All the way..

I waited for my sister and we went home together.
And when we got home, My dad told me that my friends came half an hour after i left.
At that point i regretted going to work.
And when i went inside the house, all my relatives were inside.
So i entertained them, played guitar with my cousin and joked with my aunts.

Well thats it then. My relatives are still at home and here i am in my room.
I'll go out later la Haha!
Well, i'll update more if i have time.
Till then, Bye!!