Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Blood will shed.

I took a long look at myself in the mirror this morning and saw that there is a big zit in the middle of my nose.
I always thought that facial cleanser would help.
It only makes my zit grow bigger.
Whatever.

I nearly got myself fired from my manager.
I guess he didnt really like me. At all.
But before he made any decisions to throw me away, I went to KFC last night and had a long chat with him.
He told me why he had thought of terminating me and that if i wanted to continue working there, i have to show him results.
Meaning, i have to be work on time, do everything with procedure and most of all, tell any of the managers on duty where im going.

I was given another chance to prove myself to him. Thank God.
Well, i did everything he asked me to do, so i didnt get a scolding.
Throughout the working hours, i did all my stuff.
But something came up later at night.
The cleaners, who are suppose to come at night and clean all the trays and stuff, happens to have stroke and had to stay at home and rest.
I thought that there would be a replacement but it turns out that no one came to clean.
So, me and a few of my colleagues had to stay back and wash all the trays and mop and sweep the floor till its sparkling clean.

I stayed back for about 2 hours cleaning the whole of KFC.
Im not exaggerating btw.
It was hard work. So, i took a short break with some of the colleagues.
We went to the basement to smoke.
After i smoked a cigarette, i realised how boring it is smoking.
Suck in the cigarette, pull it in to your lungs, and blow it all out. How boring is that!!
And its been weeks since i've done it??

Sorry to say la.. but its no use smoking la.
Now i finally got my head straight.
I think i picked up smoking its because im too stressed out at work, maybe.
So, the only 'escape' for me is playing with smoke.
I only like menthol cigarette coz it has this significant taste to it. Minty.
But, it also kills male hormones.

And my physical fitness is affected also. damn.
I get tired easily when i exercise vigorously on the treadmill.
Ahh crap.. might as well i quit it.

I'll update more ok?
byebye!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Crooky!

i was bored so i went to browse thru all my previous posts la.
And what i found out was that i made a new year resolution?
I can say that i've fulfilled most of the resolution.
I did get a good grade and my mother didnt really nag at me.
I did get a PSP, a guitar(but it broke.. MotherFucker) and some branded goods.
And i also got a Girlfriend. Hehheh..

but i still havent buy any White Furry Teddy Bear yet.
Guess i have to wait then.

As i was cleaning up my room just now, I came across an orange little thing with hands and legs.
Its like a soft toy and part of the mouth has been pulled off.
I didnt really remember when did i receive this soft toy..
Then i remembered that Zhuliestar gave me that soft toy when i was with her in secondary 1! WTF! If i can recall, it was either my birthday present or it marks the first time we met. I remembered she told me that she brought this with her dad at Tiong Bahru Plaza. I've been keeping it inside my drawer and i couldnt be bothered to take it out.
And eventually i forgot about it. But when i rub my hands against the orange thing, i started to daydream and reminisce of the times i had been with her.

And when i started to read all the post in my blog, I find that my love life with Star is so amusing.. One day, we will quarrel and start ignoring each other and another day, we will get along and talk to each other like we've never talked before.
And that made me realize something, its that i never had a girlfriend so remarkably different than any other girl i've met. I mean in a good way.

I think i will give this orange creature a name..
But the only thing i can think of is 'Star?'
It's got this crooked smile and such round black eyes.
I think i will name it Crooky. Yea! Thats it! Haha!
Crooky!!

Dont dwell with Misfortunes

Do you believe in Karma? Seriously..
Do you believe when someone come up to you and say "What goes around, comes around. What goes up must come down."
I cant really explain the true meaning to it but all i can relate is, "Whatever bad things you do, It will hit you right at the back."
I did something really dumb yesterday.

I actually told/lied to my mother and told her that i am going to work and i will be back home at 9pm.
But actually, i went out with a couple of my friends to the E2MAX.
The word E2MAX must sound like its such a big F*** but no..
Its just an ordinary shop, bigger than a basketball court, that has unlimited access to the computers, the Wii consoles, PS3 consoles, XBOX consoles and whatever consoles that are sold in any other stores.

It was the first time that i went there and i as thinking, "Yea, so what if i spend a little dollar here and there.. After all i came here to enjoy isnt it?"
We booked a room, it was, if im not wrong, the action room whereby you can play with the Wii console. We chose to play Guitar Hero 3 and i was kinda happy about it.

The lady gave us the guitar and i asked if i could get another one of the guitar controller?
"Another extra charge of $2.50 if you want another guitar."
Mind you, the lady on the counter wasnt that friendly at all. She was frowning all the way when we were talking to her. She gave that 'such-noobs-just-go-home-and-play-with-Barbie-la' look.
I was very annoyed with her way of communicating but didnt bother to snap back at her. Bitch.

Finally, i volunteered to pay the extra $2.50 coz i was the one who wanted it right?
Total, she charged us at $18.50 (both the room and the extra guitar)
I dunno how she charged us la, but who gives a fuck? As long as i get to play its good enough.
When she gave receipt she said, "Turn to your left, the last room."
She pointed to the direction to my right. and i was thinking, "DONT YOU KNOW BETWEEN YOUR LEFT AND YOUR RIGHT BITCH!?"
There are alot of rooms when we walked inside the door that the lady pointed.
We were told to go to room BO15. We started to search each and every one of the rooms but found nothing. WHERE IS THE DAMN ROOM!! We saw a room which was very vacant and there was no room tag whatsoever and Haris was so sure that it was the room. I thought it was the janitor's room or something, coz its locked, so i wasnt sure.

When we went out to the counter, the lady gave that look again and directed us to the correct room. When we are standing at the same room, that i thought it was the janitor's room, i was about to burst at her but kept my cool. WTF!! THE ROOM IS LOCKED AND HOW CAN YOU EXPECT US TO FIND IT WHEN THERE ARE NO ROOM TAG OR SOMETHING!?!?!?!
She 'kindly' opened the room for us and by now, i didnt really have the mood to play.

It was my first time there so i didnt really know how to operate a Wii, so was the rest. When we called her to help us, i noticed that we've wasted around 10-15 mins of our game time.
When we finally sat down and began to play, i was fucked up abit coz i didnt know how to press the buttons on the damn guitar but i got the hang of it soon after.
But now, i noticed that the red button of the guitar couldnt work!!!! FUCK!!!!!
Fed up/ pissed off/ fucked up, (whatever you call it) i went outside to the counter and told the lady that the controller's button is spoil.

She was still at her stuckup face so i gave MY STUCKUP face. Amazingly, she smiled. But that didnt convince me at all. Bitch.
When she gave me another controller, she instructed me on how to activate the shit.
I just smirked and walked off. When i turned, Zabid was behind me. Gave me a shock. Haha!

So i went inside the room again. I told Star that i've changed the controller.
Ok! Lets play multiplayer! Choose a song! Rock you like a hurricane! as the game is about to start, THE WHOLE FUCKING THING JUST SWITCHED OFF!!! FUCK YOU E2MAX!!! ARGH!!
Man.. when i wanted to check the time on my phone, guess what, THE SCREEN OF MY PHONE CRACKED!!!! at that moment i wanted to break the guitar into two but couldnt.
Coz if i were to break it, it would have to pay and i dont wanna waste anymore money at that fucking wasted place.

After returning the controllers, i wasnt feeling that good. haizzz... i just wanna go home and just sleep. Then i remembered, i lied to my mother. KARMA.. I deserved it. After i got my head back together, the whole lot of us went to Plaza Singapura and played at the arcade there. When i think back, we should've gone to the arcade and make a fool outta ourselves there rather than going to the crappy E2MAX.

After we had too much fun at the arcade, we went to Caesars and there were alot of swords, katanas, axes, guns and letter openers. How i wish i could buy a sword to play with at home.. Haiz..
but the cheapest sword that i saw was around $200++
But the cheapest item there was the Excalibur Letter Opener which cost only $15. Haha!
After that, we went on to the next store. and then the next..
When we went inside a shop that sells games, i came across this Lego game.

I remembered something and i quickly left the group for a while.
What i wanted to buy is a 'Patrick Lego Keychain' for her.
I wrote it as the no. 4 of 'The Things I Wanna Do With Her Before I Go' list.
I wanted to give it to her on the 8th but the others caught up with me.
This is what i said instead.
"Its cute isnt it?"
"Yeah! So cute." She said
"Here you go, Its for you.."
"Thank you.."
Haha! WHat a great feeling.

We continued to loiter inside Plaza Singapura untill 5.15pm.
Then it started to drizzle a little. I followed star to buy food for her family.
It was worthwhile coz i got a treat. ^^
Then she had to go up and i gave her a peck/smooch/kiss on the cheek before she left. Heh heh..

I got nothing to do so i decided to go to the Henderson Wave.
but i went back down instead coz its getting dark.
I didnt wanna go home yet so i went to the mosque and stayed there.
I treated the mosque just like my own house but with more respect la.
I went to pray inside and took a short nap and then, went to pray again.
At around 8pm+ i went home.

Nothing much happened yesterday.
I wrote that i would go out with my friends and have fun.
But i didnt really enjoy it. Ah who cares..
Today, i planned to stay at home and watch TV.
Right now, no one have contacted me yet. Kinda bored.
Entertaining STAR on MSN.

I'll update next time. See ya!

Monday, November 3, 2008

Moment of Truth

Here we are, in the best years of our lives.
With no way of knowing,
When the wheel stop spinning cause we don't
Know where we're going
And here we are, on the best day of our lives.
And it's a go, lets make it last, so cheers you
All to that, 'cause this moment's never comin' back

I used to know her brother, but I never
Knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her eyes on me.
Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
She's the only one around, and she means
Every little thing to me.

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,
I've got your mixed tape in my Walkman,
been so long since we've been talkin' and in a few
More days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

And here I am, on the west coast of America (Not really..)
and I've been tryin' to think for weeks of
All the ways to ask you, And now
I've brought you to the place, Where I've
Poured my heart out, a million times, for a million
Reasons, To offer it to you
I used to know her brother, but I never
Knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
Eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
She's the only one around, and she means
Every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
Your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
Long since we've been talkin' and in a few
More days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

I used to know her brother, but I never
Knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
Eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
She's the only one around, and she means
Every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
Your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
Long since we've been talkin' and in a few
More days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Crud..

I have a whole lot of things to do during this school holiday.
Pack my things, pack my lil bro's things, eat lunch and pack some more..
Looks like about 1/4 of the things in my house are being packed into boxes.
I finally get to use the computer tonight and im so damn happy about it. ^^
Im suppose to blog on every 1st day of a month but the 2nd isnt that bad eh?
Haha!

I dont seem to have any time for myself lately.
Always busy with work, home and shit.
The dudes asked me whether i wanna go out with them on Tuesday, and yea.. Why not?
Its been a long time since i went to Cathy Cineleisure really.
The last time i remembered was when i went to watch a movie and saw my Auntie there.
Haha!

There are a few things that i wanna do this month.
From the 3rd of November till the end of the month i wanna:

3- Go to SAFRA near my house and play at the arcade.
4- Go out with my friends and have fun.
5- Stay at home and watch TV.
6- Go to work and get stressed.
7- same thing as yesterday.
8- same thing.. then go out with Star
9- yea.. same thing... then go to Queensway and get my PSP BACK!!!
10- Get too stressed and start smoking.
11- quit then go out with Lynn and Lina (My favourite pencils.)
12- start again and then go buy a another t-shirt
13- quit then go out with Fina
14- Start to move house already then celebrate my mom's B'day.
15- continue to move
16- smoke.
17- get tired of smoking, finally stop and go to gym and train.
18- train at home.
19- train inside a train.
20- Find something interesting on the ground and blog about it.
21- Go to MOE and apply for another school.
22- Look at myself in the mirror and see how fat i have become.
23- buy another ADIDAS deodorant.
24- Go to work and work? (DUh!)
25- Motivate myself to train at home and be fit like Pooh Bear.
26- Get in touch with all my friends at Bukit Merah Sec.
27- Motivate myself to find a scandal like Eva Mendez.
28- Spoil my PSP and send it for repair again.
29- Hate myself for moving at Woodlands and go up to the highest building at Woodlands and look at the stars and start thinking about her..
30- Get run down by a Tricycle.

All the dangerous stuff i wanna fulfill within this month.
Hopefully i can do it la. Maybe in all of them, i will manage to do about 19 of them.
I will be blogging once a week or maybe more. Depending on what happens on that week.
I have to get a cake for my mother! Never once did i buy her any cake using my own pay. Usually i'll lend her money and buy one. Crud..

Well, maybe i will stop here.
Till then, Bye!

(It takes 3 years for me to get to know you well but it seems that i have to leave you. It wont be easy for me but i will try not to think about it too much. The only thing that i have with me are your smiles. Thank you for all the times we've been together. I wont let you down.)

(Dudes, I have known you guys since primary school! Haha! I definitely wont forget you guys. Play Duel Masters, Soccer, CS at SAFRA.. Man.. It will take me more than just shifting house for me to neglect that. Especially you Zabid, my best dude. Eh, if i need your help i'll just give you a call ah? Haha!)

(Twinnie! Aww man.. Haha! I will miss you the most! You are like, the mirror of me.Where else can i find another twin like you? And although we havent talk much, please note that you are never forgotten. ^^)

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