The laptop is suppose to be spoilt and no one is suppose to touch it but, there's no one around. What to do? Haha! I've not been blogging for the past few weeks because i noticed that i can somehow live my life without the use of Internets. Haha! and also, i just don't have the mood to.
I somehow realised that i'm not 'really' concentrating in class but instead been acting and pretending to listen. This is because, my mind will wonder off somewhere else and will only come back if it wants to. I have to stop this idiotic behaviour and get my mind back in class coz if i dont, i'll be nothing but a shame to myself and to my parents who have worked up their way to raise me and educate me.
This is sickening. N levels is around the corner and here i am thinking that everything is gonna be ok and i'll pass with flying colours. That's dumb. I've done some researching, about the school that i wanna go to, the courses i wanna take and the duration. For the last two days, wed and thur, the whole lot of sec 4NA class went to ITE college east at Simei to get a clear view of how the systems works, the courses available and the campus looks like. I must say, i'm impressed by the outlook and the interior structure of the building. Everything there is so systematic and very high class that people may mistake it for a shopping centre. Haha!
I really have consideration to go into that ITE but however, it's a little too far from Woodlands. So sad.. I have to find a suitable place which is not too far or too near to home and also, the campus has to have the course that i desire.
Before i elaborate more on my dreams of going to ITE, i have to first finish up my secondary education, N levels at least. Truthfully i dont have much of confidence in my math, my combined humanities and also my art. I think i'm starting to listen in math class more often but i couldn't seem to get my humanities right. I dont seem to be doing well in my art either. Well, what i can do is just to ignore the distractions in class, sit in front of every lesson that i go to and hopefully digest everything that is thrown or melodiously sang to me.
Alright, to that, i hope to learn another important lesson in my life. if they wanna do their worst, let them. what i want is already set in my mind. All i have to do is study smart and do my best. and also, believe.
Success comes after a tremendous amount of pressure.
Instead of crying over a certain amount of money, stiffen up, and work your way to find the money you've lost.
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